Yes music is indeed the antidote towards my stress for exams.
Yesterday went for PA ochestra practice and cello section was scolded by the conductor because we kept getting the rythm wrongly. The cello section only consist of me and another army guy, both of us haven't been playing cello for quite some time. And yesterday was the first time we played that particular song with some cello solo.
I think I'm too dependent on music. I should learn to count the rhythm instead of depending on listening to others. Haha. I always listen to others play and follow. That's lazy I would say and no confident.
I guess I need this kind of motivation sometimes. Not a bad thing though.
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I really admire your courage to pursue music.
It is something I can't do it now.
But I promised myself I would have proper lesson and take grades for piano and cello when I'm able to provide for myself.
Because I know I'll not get the support from my parents, so I'll have to do it on my own.
